Dearest son always and forever in my thoughts you will stay.. I miss you son. The world has grown harsher since you left. In the last months of 2021 the Almighty revealed many things to me. He showed me the way to a live. He taught me that I must live live each day as if it is my last. Son I am indescribably happy peaceful and thankful. I just have this deep desire to says thanks to those whose intention was to sadden me. Wish I could let them know of their contribution to my peace and happiness. They were tools to test and strengthen me.. I have become happier and not bitter thanks to my creator and saviour. Recently I came across many photos of you and your brothers and sisters, children and friends. One that I never even saw. A model pose. What a beautiful child I am remembering everyday to spend time with my creator. I have learnt to trust him and to depend on him. He is happy because his joy is in my heart where before sadness had blocked him out. I am writing poems. Perhaps I will share them here Someday we will meet again son.