Dear Kurt I have stopped by again today. Today I went to church. I cried. As I sat there and looked at the crowd it reminded me of the last time I was there, the 26/1. The lovely crowd that came out for you. But such a sad sad day. day. I come everyday. Im glad I can visit you here. Jade and I are going camping soon. We are going to visit Rory on the 22nd. Oh son what is to become of me? Your room and everything gives me comfort. Your lovely written words to me. But son only God knows the pain within. I know you loved me and you loved being with me and you know I loved being with you. Oh Kurt you brought me so much happiness in 12 days. my cup. overflowed. We were together again my son and I. These memories are what keep me going. Love always my firstborn xxx